My Red Eyes

I’m seeing Red

Because I Try

It’s far beyond just being a Bitch
This is fucked and so wrong

Stupid Crazy, in ways I had always hoped
I’d never have to believe

I ask and I seek and I hope
The end is the pathetic same

Ignored because wants can’t be had
Still after all this time

That is the worst part
That the self lies are believed

But they will be shown as untrue same as we all know
Age and time will bring knowing

Experiences in the world will free
The innocence now temporarily held captive

By ignorant hatred
By foolish lies

Love and blood and hope
Will dance on the grave