Thursday, April 17, 2008

To Vent and To Laugh



A sudden and full wave of Emotion.
What the fuck happened? Where did that come from?
Shit!
A little nothing -Fucking Nothing! -At work set me off
I mean, really.
Everyone I work with is cool
But I rub people wrong, sometimes
Usually without meaning to
The resulting confusion can be frustrating
This time I choose to just let it be
But, man, I am still all Loaded Up
I feel like …
I don’t know!
Ok. There is a reasonable and, I guess, obvious
Answer
I just Hate to admit it.
I am most likely all stresses out from a
Huge variety of sources
I just feel
Weak
Admitting it.
There. I admitted it. Fuck.
These sources are my fault.
The effects and cage-like edges to my life
A testament to wrong choices
Wrong actions
Wrong dreams
You know what? Fuck It.
They might have been wrong choices and dreams
But they were Mine.
I just didn’t realize I had stored so much away.
Got to let off some steam.
Hmmmmm……



1 Comments:

Blogger ozymandiaz said...

vent, baby, vent

April 18, 2008 at 9:16 AM  

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